The batchelor life

The other night, just for a couple of hours, I had the opportunity to live the batchelor life I never had.

In the past, when such occasions have arisen, I have taken them and abused them, spending the time time cavorting naked with, well, myself. Overindulging in porn and mb. Spending hours online, downloading filth. Seeking out mucky films on TV. Watching mucky films I may have discreetly taped months ago in preparation for just such an occasion.

Even when, a few years ago, my wife was in hospital for a couple of weeks, I would get home after visiting ended, and shoot up with porn of some description.

I'm not proud of these things. God knows, there's nothing there to be proud of!

I mention it only because yesterday I had the perfect opportunity. It was the middle of the night. I was alone in the house. I sat in my bed with my laptop on because I couldn't sleep.

I thought about doing porn. It wouldn't do any harm. I could even lie in in the morning. It was a perfect opportunity!

I dismissed the thought.

Just dismissed it. Just like that. And went surfing some Christian blogs and discussion boards instead.