Learning to crawl: Part 2

I got distracted from following up this post, so here goes.

Like a baby learning to crawl, I have spent a lot of time struggling, moving round in circles but never really achieving anything, always ending up just as far from what I'm reaching for. And then I get frustrated. And that is when I should be crying out to Daddy for help...

There are some things I don't have the strength to do on my own, and I get frustrated when I try.

But, like a baby learning to crawl, I will develop, I will get the strength I need and, ultimately, I will reach my goals.


As of now, things are going well. The temptation has been and gone. Yesterday I made a click I shouldn't have - not porn, but it could easily have been something that triggered a relapse - but I turned away before any harm was done. I guess that's just to remind me that my demons are never far behind me...