Focus not returned

I wish I could say something else, but I can't.

The focus has not returned.

I would still rather escape my family problems by running back to my old friend porn.

Hmmm.

However, I know what I'm doing, I know the problems I'm trying to avoid, and I can take steps to confront them instead.

And I can decide not to let this slide; today I may have slipped, but I'm not going to fall back into an mb cycle as before. I will pick myself up and move on.