Stupid stupid stupid
I survived a week, and then I think I tried testing myself.
I know there's muck to be found on the net. I know it's easy to stumble across without even trying. So what did I do? I put myself right in its path. Right where I knew, sooner or later, the opening would come.
I don't know what I thought would happen. I guess I hoped I would be smart enough to look the other way.
I wasn't. It wasn't to my usual taste, and thankfully I didn't decide to go off and find something that was, but I did end up mb'ing.
I failed the test. I will always fail the test. I will keep failing the test until I realise that I DON'T NEED TO TAKE THE BLOODY TEST!
I know there's muck to be found on the net. I know it's easy to stumble across without even trying. So what did I do? I put myself right in its path. Right where I knew, sooner or later, the opening would come.
I don't know what I thought would happen. I guess I hoped I would be smart enough to look the other way.
I wasn't. It wasn't to my usual taste, and thankfully I didn't decide to go off and find something that was, but I did end up mb'ing.
I failed the test. I will always fail the test. I will keep failing the test until I realise that I DON'T NEED TO TAKE THE BLOODY TEST!
1 Comments:
I know what you mean. I've done that too.
And like you said, there's no need to take the test. I mean if you're an alcoholic I don't think you willingly walk into keg parties to see what will happen.
It's just an inherent property I guess, just as some people can't handle booze, some people can't handle porn. Accept your shortcomings, move on.
Nice to know there're others out there though.
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