Annual review
Well, it's a year since I realised that porn was a problem in my life and made a concerted effort to clean up my act.
So, obviously I will have matured and grown out of porn in the last twelve months.
Um... not so much. It hasn't gone as smoothly as I might have hoped, and it hasn't been as easy to keep going as those first few weeks. Even the last month has been tainted with minor lapses: a soft pic here, an MB there... so I'm far from out of the woods.
But I have learnt a lot, about myself, about my addiction, and about my relationship with God.
I've also (mostly) stayed away from the kind of almighty binge that triggered this blog; and even those relatively minor indiscretions leave me feeling crappy about myself these days.
So there has been progress, but... Must Try Harder!
So, obviously I will have matured and grown out of porn in the last twelve months.
Um... not so much. It hasn't gone as smoothly as I might have hoped, and it hasn't been as easy to keep going as those first few weeks. Even the last month has been tainted with minor lapses: a soft pic here, an MB there... so I'm far from out of the woods.
But I have learnt a lot, about myself, about my addiction, and about my relationship with God.
I've also (mostly) stayed away from the kind of almighty binge that triggered this blog; and even those relatively minor indiscretions leave me feeling crappy about myself these days.
So there has been progress, but... Must Try Harder!
posted by M386 at 12:05 pm
3 Comments:
hi...
like the blog. i think u n me have much similarity. only difference is i'm a muslim. be honored if we cud be frens.
Hey dude, you're more than welcome.
If by similarity you mean you're facing the same sort of battle as me, it knows no religion, and I'd be pleased to help if I can.
Whatever, I hope you'll hang around and chip in whenever you feel inclined.
M
Still prayin for ya my friend. Hit us up with an update on H-C when you can.
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