The little battles

OK, so Friday was nearly bad. I was kind of snooping around near those borderline areas, just seeing how far I could push things without having to call it porn... thankfully my wife turned up before I got myself into anything I couldn't get out of - or would have had to call porn. But I really shouldn't have been taunting the addict that way. He'll only end up getting the upper hand eventually.

And today... it's really bizarre how my brain's been messed up with this stuff. Many an innocent train of thought can get hijacked and taken to places I really want to forget. That moment passed without me wanting to act on it, so I needn't say any more now.

The little battles are many and frequent.

But for the moment, I am able to win them.

Let's pray it remains that way.