June 21, 2005

A challenge to myself

Here's the deal:

I MB'd this morning. Before that, I did it Friday. And before that, Wednesday, at the end of a binge of daily porn & mb.

Without consciously trying, I have managed to extend the period without mb'ing from, well, hours, to a day, to 2 days, to 4 days.

So from hereon in, I'm going to attempt to double the gap, until it kills me. Or I just lose count (which, now I come to think about it, seems like a useful cop-out, especially since I have a handy blog to help me track the days).

So, doubling the gap until it kills me.

Additional ground rules:
  1. MB as part of sex with my now rapidly expanding spouse is allowed outside of the challenge
  2. Use of porn (the definition of which is liable to change during this potentially life-long challenge) is so obviously forbidden that typing this seems a waste of time. Still, we don't want my addict cheating now, do we?
  3. Each ocurrence of MB, whether allowed by the challenge or not, will be recorded here. If you don't want to read about such personal habits, well, you should have left this post long before now.
  4. Doubling will not be applied strictly until I reach professional status. So, I am allowing myself to MB in 8 days time, but if I last for 10, the next gap will still be 16 days. Look, it's challenging enough already, OK? I'll up the ante as soon as I can decide what qualifies me as a professional non-w*nker.
  5. The challenge runs alongside the non-use of porn. Illegal mb will not reset the porn-free clock, unless, of course, it is porn-assisted.

Let the challenge begin!

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