Hungover
I've decided to reset the clock from today. Yes, today is yet another Day One.
That's not because I've slipped again as much as because the past few days have been like a hangover from the last time.
Mental images, recent and not so recent ones brought to mind again during the slip.
MBing.
Almost stopping and buying one of those 'lad's mags', that are almost, but not quite, pornographic. Usually.
Checking out non-nude stuff (like the aforementioned magazines) on the 'net.
One of those I can't do much about, except concentrate on positive things instead.
The others are completely within my control, and I found myself doing them yesterday.
So today I'm calling for another fresh start; before those kinds of activities drag me back into porn for a longer stay, I'm calling a stop to them.
As of now: NO porn, NO mb, NO using soft/non-nude images instead, and much positive thinking.
Day One starts here.
That's not because I've slipped again as much as because the past few days have been like a hangover from the last time.
Mental images, recent and not so recent ones brought to mind again during the slip.
MBing.
Almost stopping and buying one of those 'lad's mags', that are almost, but not quite, pornographic. Usually.
Checking out non-nude stuff (like the aforementioned magazines) on the 'net.
One of those I can't do much about, except concentrate on positive things instead.
The others are completely within my control, and I found myself doing them yesterday.
So today I'm calling for another fresh start; before those kinds of activities drag me back into porn for a longer stay, I'm calling a stop to them.
As of now: NO porn, NO mb, NO using soft/non-nude images instead, and much positive thinking.
Day One starts here.
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