Off for Christmas
I'm down as much as I'm up at the moment, dragged along helplessly in the wake of my wife's moods.
On a downer this morning I dug up some semi-erased stuff from my hard drive, and indulged myself for a short time before finally and totally trashing it.
In a good moment my wife has come to appreciate what I try to do around the house for her and the baby, starting to put to rest one of my ongoing bugbears in our marriage.
Today is my last day at work for a couple of weeks; Christmas is going to be a time with much less PC and TV than usual, and hopefully I'll find time among our manic home life to reconnect with God - it's amazing how easily I leave that part of the process out at the moment, and that's a big part of why I can't really get going again.
If I don't post until the new year, it will be because I'm doing OK, and getting a head start on a more successful 2006.
Like I said, I'm up as much as I'm down at the moment.
On a downer this morning I dug up some semi-erased stuff from my hard drive, and indulged myself for a short time before finally and totally trashing it.
In a good moment my wife has come to appreciate what I try to do around the house for her and the baby, starting to put to rest one of my ongoing bugbears in our marriage.
Today is my last day at work for a couple of weeks; Christmas is going to be a time with much less PC and TV than usual, and hopefully I'll find time among our manic home life to reconnect with God - it's amazing how easily I leave that part of the process out at the moment, and that's a big part of why I can't really get going again.
If I don't post until the new year, it will be because I'm doing OK, and getting a head start on a more successful 2006.
Like I said, I'm up as much as I'm down at the moment.
posted by M386 at 2:01 pm
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