Forgiveness

That's my problem at the moment.

There's just one person I cannot seem to bring myself to forgive.

I know I should. It wasn't his intention that I should get so hopelessly addicted to porn that this blog turns into an endless repetition of binge-purge-feel crappy-repeat at leisure.

I think this is perhaps something I need to address before I can get closer to God and move on in this journey.

But how do you forgive someone whoi has had such a huge, long-lasting, negative effect on your life?

Especially when that person is yourself?

Yesterday passed without incident, and at the end of Wednesday, my running total for days without porn or mb are:
January - 48%
February - 59%
2006 - 53%