Still on the borders
Again I found myself at the borders today. And again I ended up mb'ing.
I've cut porn out, but I've just replaced it with something 'clean', but which serves the same purpose. (I've been here before, too.)
I need to replace it all with something constructive. I've tinkered a bit here, adding a couple more links to the 'Good clean blogs' section - hopefully some of them will get updates to keep me busy during bored moments (I hope you're all listening?). I've got some more ideas to make this page more useful in my struggle, which I will implement in due course.
On top of which, I will endeavour to make amends with God, and carry on my walk with Him, although it seems tough, and he seems very distant at the moment.
I can't do this alone, as I keep proving to myself. But something in me keeps wanting to try.
I've cut porn out, but I've just replaced it with something 'clean', but which serves the same purpose. (I've been here before, too.)
I need to replace it all with something constructive. I've tinkered a bit here, adding a couple more links to the 'Good clean blogs' section - hopefully some of them will get updates to keep me busy during bored moments (I hope you're all listening?). I've got some more ideas to make this page more useful in my struggle, which I will implement in due course.
On top of which, I will endeavour to make amends with God, and carry on my walk with Him, although it seems tough, and he seems very distant at the moment.
I can't do this alone, as I keep proving to myself. But something in me keeps wanting to try.
posted by M386 at 4:06 pm
1 Comments:
You're right to a point, and I know that works for a lot of people. But not everyone. Somewhere, way back in this story, I tried it, and with some success. But I have come to realise that my problem was compulsive mb long before it was porn.
The internet just made porn a means to an end. So I have to stop mb too. But that's just me :)
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