I suck at this.
I truly, truly suck.
The annoying thing is, I don't even know why I sucked today. I've no excuse. No triggers I can identify at the moment.
I just wanted to look at naked ladies... so I did.
I'm just too pathetic and weak.
I feel like crap now for giving in, and suddenly the future is hidden under a dark cloud... will I ever be able to rid myself of these desires?
Which way do I turn next? What can I do when I'm just too weak to do anything?
I'm logging off. I'm leaving this infernal machine for the weekend. Feels like if I never see it again it'll be too soon.
But I'll be back Monday.
Grrrrrr.
The annoying thing is, I don't even know why I sucked today. I've no excuse. No triggers I can identify at the moment.
I just wanted to look at naked ladies... so I did.
I'm just too pathetic and weak.
I feel like crap now for giving in, and suddenly the future is hidden under a dark cloud... will I ever be able to rid myself of these desires?
Which way do I turn next? What can I do when I'm just too weak to do anything?
I'm logging off. I'm leaving this infernal machine for the weekend. Feels like if I never see it again it'll be too soon.
But I'll be back Monday.
Grrrrrr.
posted by M386 at 5:05 pm
1 Comments:
Don't give up so quickly. One day you will overcome your porno and MB addiction. One day you will testify to others how you've did it, how you've overcome your addiction. One day you will be the ones to help others with their struggles.
I believe God is gonna do a work in your life. Your experiences and struggles and how you've overcome them will one day be a blessing in many.
I believe God isn't going to condemn you. He sees you as an individual with a potential to impact many lives. Yes, we may be weak and helpless. But didn't the Bible say that God will use the weak things of the world to shame the wise? Humble yourself before God, submit your weaknesses to Him and let Him deal with you. Don't ever give up because God hasn't given up on you yet!
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