Masturbation
Well, that’s a title that doesn’t mince words.
I’m not here to obsess about it, but to express some thoughts I’ve had lately.
In my last post, I’d had a tough day. In retrospect, I think that has something to do with the way it started. After 18 days porn-free, a week without MBing and about 5 days without sexual intimacy, I was pretty tense.
I can quite happily MB thinking about my wife, or just for the pure selfish pleasure of the act itself. On occasions that has been enough to kill the sexual tension and remove the urge to seek porn. As it is the porn I'm quitting, not the MB, I MB'd. I thought that would quench the urge, but later I began to really feel the need for porn.I resisted, but I am beginning to reconsider whether MB is bad (for me) or not. I'm not promising to stop entirely at this stage, but having set the precedent of going a week without, I will try to keep that as a maximum frequency.
Even so, I am viewing MB with caution from here on.
I’m not here to obsess about it, but to express some thoughts I’ve had lately.
In my last post, I’d had a tough day. In retrospect, I think that has something to do with the way it started. After 18 days porn-free, a week without MBing and about 5 days without sexual intimacy, I was pretty tense.
I can quite happily MB thinking about my wife, or just for the pure selfish pleasure of the act itself. On occasions that has been enough to kill the sexual tension and remove the urge to seek porn. As it is the porn I'm quitting, not the MB, I MB'd. I thought that would quench the urge, but later I began to really feel the need for porn.I resisted, but I am beginning to reconsider whether MB is bad (for me) or not. I'm not promising to stop entirely at this stage, but having set the precedent of going a week without, I will try to keep that as a maximum frequency.
Even so, I am viewing MB with caution from here on.
posted by M386 at 4:21 pm
1 Comments:
Oh my brother! I have been through this one again, and again, and again. I have convinced myself several times that MB is ok, but it always seems to point me in the direction of P.
While writing this comment, I realized that it is almost like Lot pitching his tent toward Sodom.
cg
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