Ups and downs

It's been an up and down kind of day.

I've been feeling restless. The urges have been strong.

At one point I had to physically leave the house in order to remove the need to seek some internet porn.

As I walked, I prayed for God to remove the temptation.

And, almost before I had started the prayer, I heard God say to me: I've already done it.

I'm sure I finished my walk with a bit more of a spring in my step, because I realised that was absolutely true. I realised that one of the reasons I was feeling restless was that I couldn't use my work to take my mind off it. My broadband connection had gone on the blink.

God is still with me in this.

Thnak You.