January 19, 2005

A minority of one

As expected, I was indeed the only one who thought my unorthodox approach was a good idea. JetSetWonko was first to raise doubts, so I wandered off and found an internet support board for my addiction, where numerous other people told me it was a stupid idea. So thanks to them, too, and Little Tim, I just did it.

I was in two minds - I knew I should do it, got my final remaining CD of porn out of its hiding place ready to destroy, but couldn't quite bring myself to do it.

So I loaded it up instead. D'oh!

But at the first glimpse of a tiny thumbnail of one of the harder images, I realised what I was doing, shut everything down, erased the disk and now, once again, live in a porn free home. Which is good, although I do feel strangely empty; it took me ages to build up that collection of pictures. All I can do now is pray I can stay strong enough not to go and find them all again.

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