March 12, 2005

Reasons

1. It’s a quiet spot, work-wise, and the couple of tasks I’m trying to fill the day with get tedious quickly.
2. It’s a stressful time at home; especially at the moment with my wife at home sick.
3. Her being sick, of course, also means that she's not interested in any kind of intimacy; fair enough, but not helping my sexual tension.
4. We’re preparing to move house, which obviously ups the stress level, but also means the accoutrements of my other* hobbies are packed away in boxes somewhere.
5. The immediate catalyst for the fall, brought about by a combination of the above, was a row with my wife.
6. The fact that I slipped a couple of days earlier meant that all of the above led to a further episode of acting out.

* The word 'other' slipped in without me thinking about it.... as if I list porn & mb among my hobbies. Imagine putting that on your CV:

Hobbies and interests: Surfing adult websites. Avid collector of pornographic material, especially the work of ******** and ********. Many years experience of masturbation; shortlisted for the 2008 Olympic team.

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