Recap
OK, so, if I'm lucky, someone may be wondering where I've been for the last three weeks.
Well, here's briefly how it happened: towards the end of my 10 days or so alone last month, I finally got lonely and gave in to temptation. Then, everyone came back, I completely lost my 'me-time' and began to resent Mrs 386. All of which repressed negativity led to more slips.
Since then I've been struggling. A lot.
There seems to be a distinction in our society between attractive models in skimpy clothes (or less - the Page Three effect) and one or more people indulging in sexual activities in front of the camera. For a while, I took this distinction, accepted it, and resolved to stay on the 'right' side of it. Which I largely did; then I overdid it, and this week it was no longer enough and I started crossing the line.
Society can make all the distinctions it wants. But for me, and I'm sure countless other men like me, there can be no distinction.
Well, here's briefly how it happened: towards the end of my 10 days or so alone last month, I finally got lonely and gave in to temptation. Then, everyone came back, I completely lost my 'me-time' and began to resent Mrs 386. All of which repressed negativity led to more slips.
Since then I've been struggling. A lot.
There seems to be a distinction in our society between attractive models in skimpy clothes (or less - the Page Three effect) and one or more people indulging in sexual activities in front of the camera. For a while, I took this distinction, accepted it, and resolved to stay on the 'right' side of it. Which I largely did; then I overdid it, and this week it was no longer enough and I started crossing the line.
Society can make all the distinctions it wants. But for me, and I'm sure countless other men like me, there can be no distinction.
posted by M386 at 9:38 am
1 Comments:
We must beware of accepting the world's standards.
It is good to see you again.
God Bless
Matthew
Post a Comment
<< Home