Q&A

Why do you keep going back to porn?
Escapism.
What are you trying to escape from?
A mundane sex life?
That's a result, not a cause, of the porn issue. Try again.
The responsibilities of real life?
Can you be a bit more specific?
Boredom. Loneliness, maybe.
Because...?
There's something missing in my life. Something my wife can't provide.
But porn can?
God, no. Porn makes it worse. At least, from the moment of clarity until I next sink into it's grasp.
Then what?
Ever heard of a God-shaped hole?
Is that what it is? You're trying to fill that with porn?
Maybe. Or running away from God.
Why would you run away from God?
I don't know. He probably wants something from me.
Like to give up porn.
No. Well, yes, but something else as well.
Like to be a missionary in deepest Howondaland, you mean?
Maybe. I don't know.
Then why run?
Fear. Fear of the unknown.