Q&A (part two)

So what goes on, immediately before a slip?
Usually I'm working at home, at the PC. That's where the opportunity comes from.
So why act on the opportunity? What goes through your mind?
Usually I've been working on the same thing for a while, and I've just got bored. I've got the entire internet in front of me, so I go looking.
But why for porn?
Escapism again.
Escaping your work? Are you stressed?

I don't feel any symptoms of stress, other than the temptation to lose myself in porn.

Just bored?

I enjoy the job, as a whole, but some of the paperwork gets a bit tedious, that's all.

So why do you need to escape it?

Sometimes I just feel I'm out of my depth in my job. I'm working on my own outside the comfort zone I've had in previous jobs. The porn I go to is something I know - the same models, most of the time - where there's no pressure on me. It's a comfort zone, somewhere predictable I can escape to.